hey tumblr, how’s it going? :)
Missing N, K, L, C, A, R, K and R and school will not be the same without them next year… even though i’ve been in the past few weeks, It’s still going to take a lot of getting used to. However, atm I am all for positive thinking! :P There is still texting and shizz, as well as the rest of the summer to see them!
Also, in the spirit of moving on with a smile - there are certain people that i’m glad aren’t in my life anymore and it’s already making stuff SO much easier!! Now, the crap has gone, there is more room for the important people that were there all along. I will admit that the past two years, it has been hard to focus on the positives and i’ve been pretty negative.
Integrating into the current year 12 has been easier than expected… My new form has been so welcoming and lovely!! I mean, my senior tutor is a bit brutal, but Mrs D says she’ll still be around :)
Nobody puts baby in a corner….
the result of an awesome day with one of my bestest friends yesterday xD SPOTTY GLASSES and in my ears i now have a lollypop and a gingerbread man … matching with my ‘lilsis’ I also bought a dress offline - well, naomi did :P but it fits and it is also SPOTTY… i like it better than my leavers ball dress :P yesterday was amazing, so pRoductive and i got to see N, I also tidied my room and got my leavers book. I’ve still lost my leavers ball ticket though… anyway…ignore my face :P
Not feeling myself. I haven’t felt like this in ages.
Well that was a bad idea…
- me: shout out to my parents for combining their genes to create the most unattractive, weird, annoying and awkward person ever
my weight and my relationship with food are both things that are always somewhere on my mind. i kinda feel like though they should both be within my control, i can’t actually control them. i don’t really think i ever feel hungry as such, more down - this is when i eat… a lot normally or something that has a lot of calories. food is always there for me in any situation, it makes me feel better… but i always regret it afterwards. went down to london with my family and i ate so much… then i came back and it was my friend’s party and they didn’t do salads. excercise doesn’t come easy to me, we have a wii and wii fit but my brother is always in that room and i never get a look in. i wouldn’t dream of going for a walk or run because i’m rubbish at it due to problems i’ve had since i was a baby. i’d also rather not cos i don’t wanna be seen looking like a tomato and i have that choice. i do want to lose weight though and i know i’m bigger than most of the girls at school. i try not to care. i try to do something about it. but it doesn’t seem to work. i’m getting bigger and bigger, i can feel it.
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